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sometimes i get really mad
because faith is never too kind to me
i really want to be upset
to throw my anger
to release my pent up frustration
at other people because i'm not as lucky as they are
that i always have to taste the bad smell
i wanna cry because life is unfair
but those thoughts and wants come with another thought
that i don't deserve to be mad
that i don't deserve to cry
that i don't deserve to complain
because i never try hard enough
people work harder than me
and i don't deserve to be upset when i work less harder
i don't deserve blame anyone because this is my fault
i should blame myself
because faith couldn't side with me
i don't deserve to be mad
because i'm not good enough to feel the emotions
people can whine about unfairness
because they're not me
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