Tonight

January, 24^th 2012

     I don’t why all these days suddenly I think about you. Yup! You. Him. Whatever..

What happened?

Two moths already I didn’t think about you. But now? You pope in my head.

I don’t why these several days I always hope that I can meet you. Now, or tomorrow.

     This is already midnight. I just seen some memories of you. I didn’t mean it.

I cant help but im still hoping for you. Hope to see, to meet, and to talk.

Haha.. so tragic. I didn’t even brave to talk to you when I was still can see you. So ashamed to me.

     I just wanna see you. And you see me. Just it. Its okay if no talk.

But im still hoping for you to say “Hi!” to me.

And make my heart beat faster.

Make me feel shy.

Make me feel like a fool.

Make me feel stupid.

Make me feel like a stalker.

Make me feel happy all the time.

I MISS that feeling. So much!

     An hour left. I waste my sleep time again.

Tonight is so hard to me. When you suddenly come to my head again is not an easy feeling.

Im gonna thinking of you all time, all night.

Tryna remember my past memories when I was a… Stalker! :p

Stalker of you.

Watch you from my place, far from you. I’m a LOSER.

I didn’t even told you about my feeling. But my friend did.

THANKS to my bestie.

     I wanna MEET you someday. Really.

Thanks, you’re such a perfection to me :)

By the way, how are you?

Meg