Makassar, March, 22nd 2014
Finally we did it. After a long tired month and extra exercises that we had to do and cancelled many important activities, we did a good performance today. Even though there are some mistakes but it doesnt count as a matter. We've worked hard. That's all.
But something is missing. That's what I felt. And that's what Ina said earlier. After this performance, after today, we no longer have to meet and practice after school time, no more Hijab or Budi to pick up Wini or Nunu or Ina or me at our places, no more Tuti who text us "where are you now? we need to practice" or "gath at Ummu's place, now", no more sharing food, no more sharing ideas, no more vocal lesson from Danti, no more feeling tired and upset at one another, no more Tuti who always complain for missing course again for the nth time already, no more silly act from Fatin that caused laughter from us especially from Yaya, no more Hijab to buy us food, and no more nagging and jokes and instruction from our leader and father, Budi.
I'm a bit too much. That will still happen at school anyways. But I'm talking about what we've been through and did nowadays for today's performance.
I was never really feel tired after practice like what Nunu always felt (but she feels tired and sleepy everyday). However I always feel um, sad when we have to end the practice (excuse me I'm too much). I've always enjoyed this moment with my group. I was happy to spent my time all day with them. I was happy to have this tired and fun moment together before we graduate and left school (everybody say, aaaaaaaamiiiiiiiiinnn)
I wasn't so talkative and funny between others, but others did. I always enjoying myself watching them being silly and all. And that's what i am, we are, gonna miss soon. This moment.
After this performance, after today, we will focus on study for national exam that held in three weeks. We study together, but in the end we will fight alone by ourselves at D-day. And we will pray to get the best and graduate well, all of us. No one's left.
With this, I totally feel grateful to have them, my group and all my classmates, Expost, for giving me the best moment in my high school time, even though I'm not blending that well and not so expressive to show it, but still, Thank you.
I wish we still have to do practice after this (seriously I still want to do a practice T-T), but let's just study for the next month's examination :)
Work hard everyone, my classmates, talanghae :')
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